Merry Christmas Everyone!!!!!!!!!

hope you guys are having a fun break and getting lots of rest.

so little to do

someday i will find a calling in life. and until then… just play computer games and hang out while avoiding the wrath of angry parents

apps coming to an end…..

what will life be like without college apps???? im not done yet, but soon these last few essays will be done. celebrate?—-or cry? my best friend, the “how to write a winning college application essay” book, will be leaving my desk for the bookshelf… what will i do?? who will i talk to now??? XD

new lifestyle

thats what i really need: a new lifestyle.
maybe if i live according to a different rhythm, life will be different…
…so, ANY SUGGESTIONS??? XD

always feeling so sad

its strange how nothing ever really makes me feel happy.i might feel better for a few seconds, or even for a day, but it never lasts. for some reason i always manage to find a way to become upset over something. thats the case with wondercup. even though i should have been super happy and had many reasons to be so, the moment i got home everything went back to being the way they used to be. wait no, even before i got home. im always hoping that ppl would care about me like i care about them. no stalker or anything but i wish we could just be friends. what’s really been bothering me lately is that it feels like ppl are drifting away from me. i never had many close friends to start with, and some ppl i confide in tell me that i have none at all… but the thing is i feel like im being forgotten. maybe i just need to spend more time with them. but jesus, its hard sometimes. oh well thats just me being myself. the worst thing yet is that i have issues expressing myself. there are just too many confused thoughts that make it hard for me to figure out what im thinking much less put it down. so if things in this post sound a little confusing, well you know why…srry

VICTORY

i’m bringing CARRY back!!!!!!!

msj don’t know how to act….XD

gg

carlock aint got shit on me bud….XXXXXXXXXXXXXD

hey its time you stop thinking….

….cause there is just too much that you can never figure out….

….just live your life!

snl

snl palin rap is SOOOO FUNNNNY

my favorite part:

when i say Obama, you say Ayers.
OBAMA!
AYERS!
OBAMA!
AYERS!
I got a bridge, but it ain’t going nowhere…

you see nations rise and fall.
the sun sink behind the crimson sky,
only to rise again in the glorious dawn.
the tides of fate wash away the fortunes and triumphs of men and women alike.
what stays with us in this world but our memories?
times of time past,
when things were different,
when life was real.
what matters of the present and future,
when you have no past?
who we are is what we want to be,
look around you when you are deciding however,
because if you look inside yourself,
you will find only emptiness…